I find it difficult to come to terms with the fact I now had an iatrogenic Coronary and Circulatory disease as Mr M Ramsey had said in his professional response. I find it difficult to accept the loss of my career and the fact it was now becoming  increasingly obvious for NO reason apart from the desire of Dr RB John to destroy me.

 

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I had no choice but to go to Castle Surgery BUT I was fearful of this move as I knew that Dr B Sheehan and Dr R Lewis were very very close friends of Dr RB John. I was on the outside of their "elite" little circle in the local Public House and from the fact I was invited to many functions by my sister where they were also present. I also supported Neath Rugby Club. Dr Sheehan is now the Doctor for Neath and Dr R Lewis for the Ospreys. Following the bypass and my being told that my Heart condition was misdiagnosed I saw Dr G Kahan for reassurance and she screamed at me that I was an ungrateful patient and sent me to the Mental Health Access Team. This restarted ALL the horrors of the effects of Dr RB John's destruction of me. She said I should get used to my destruction but wrote, in my medical notes, that I HAD ASKED FOR THE APPOINTMENT and was very grateful. Which was a lie. Dr F Gama showed me her entry.

 

 The Access Team talked about my suicidal ideation and that there was no treatment they could offer APART FROM MEDICATION.

 

  I asked Dr F Gama  for reassurance about the "misdiagnosis" and mentioned AGAIN the sometime paralysis in my left fingers. He described this, with a very detailed explanation, that this was due TO THE WAY I SAT and was due to some problem with my ulnar nerve. The abuse from Castle Surgery starts about now as I consistently asked for reassurance about my heart as 2/3 of the genetic male members of my family died from heart attacks at my age. He started saying that I "would always be a Dentist" but seemed to be obtusely forgetting the fact that my career was destroyed intentionally by Dr RB John and THAT was why I am SO distraught. He repeated that phrase many times AND at the same time as he said I constantly referred to the loss of my career.

 

He eventually following a Cardiac Incident organised Blood Tests. The 1st showed I had high potassium ions in my blood and strongly said I should STOP the Rampiril I was taking as this is a common side effect. I went to arrange this and had to unfortunately see Dr R Lewis who, ignoring the request for a second blood test proceeded to say that the loss of my Dental Career will never be resolved and that I should move on.  He also asked if Dr KE James was my sister. He spent about 5 minutes lecturing me on this. On the computer screen was the front page of my electronic notes and I saw my name and the words MENTAL PATIENT, in a large font and bold. The second blood test was clear.

 

I asked Dr F Gama about the words Mental Patient and he eventually wrote me a letter saying the words Mental Patient were never on my notes and that he could find NO REFERENCE to that in my Medical Notes.

 

I had a severe chest infection and saw a Dr Kirwadkar (sp?) about my chest. He said my chest was clear and gave me some advice about the BP monitor, the following day. He said I would not notice that I even had it on my arm. Then my arm went black and I said what I said and I saw Dr Ballasurryia on Christmas Eve 2008. Then in January 2009 I received a telephone call from Castle Surgery that there was a Mental Health Access Team appointment the next day. I accepted the appointment in the forlorn hope it was a follow up from Christmas Eve. I was wrong Dr Kirwadkar had written a marvellous piece of fiction saying I appeared depressed and AGAIN they talked about my suicidal ideation. Were they INTENTIONALLY reinforcing this in my mind ???

 

Also that Doctor arrogantly referred me WITHOUT TELLING ME so the appointment came as a bit of a shock.

 

Where are my rights as a NHS Patient????