The Medical Opinion and attached compliment slip for which I was hospitalised for 6-8 weeks.

(The dates are not consistent in my Medical Notes.)

 

The Medical Opinion was INTENTIONALLY withheld from the NHS Investigation.

 

 

First time:  24th December 2009

        I was diagnosed with circulatory and coronary problems and had to endure a carotid/coronary bypass Easter 2007. Prior to the operation I was told from a second heart echo scan that my heart condition was misdiagnosed. (The diagnostic echo scan was missing in my notes.) On my discharge I asked Dr G Kahan for reassurance and she sent me to the Mental Health Gateway Team as an ungrateful patient telling me I should stop trying to get answers to the loss of my career and accept the fact. The Gateway Team spent time discussing my apparent suicidal intentions thus restarting all the hell associated with the unexplained loss of my career. They referred me back to Castle Surgery for them to answer my ORIGINAL question, about my heart.

     I then saw Dr F Gama and for some reason, he organised some blood tests. Finally Dr Gama ordered a Blood pressure Monitor which he organised to be placed on my LEFT ARM when my arm went black and cold on the 1st inflation, as I had predicted. When I saw Dr Gama the next day I said: " I see absolutely no point in living anymore having had my career destroyed and now this f**king mess. I might as well kill myself to stop the NHS doing it for me"  and left his surgery in tears.

 

     Dr Gama then rang me an hour or so later saying I had an emergency appointment with a psychiatrist Christmas Eve, 2008, at 11.00 a.m. But the psychiatrist, Dr Ballsurryia, interrupted me as I started to speak saying I had been treated abysmally by the NHS and deserved compensation and answers, and more. Later denied forcibly to such an extent that she BANNED me from ever seeing her again. No treatment followed. Confirmed at a later date by a Dr Muthakkumar who insisted I took medication but when I asked why and for a diagnosis to warrant the medication he said that he did not have to give me a diagnosis, told me to move on and when I asked for help to do so he too banned me from seeing him again.

 

Second Time:  November 19th 2009,

 A friend thought I was talking rubbish and he feared for me and forced/took me to my current GP's surgery and I was referred to the Mental Health Crisis Team as an emergency.  BUT the Psychiatric nurse and a Doctor both again agreed that I had been treated abysmally by the NHS and pointed out some major discrepancies in Dr RB John's treatment of me. They both said I showed NO SIGN of any mental illness and NEEDED answers for me to survive. I tried to ask what the hell I could do to fight these awful thoughts I have and they had no answers as medication would not help and "talking therapies" were not available to give me the will to live. No treatment followed.

 

Third Time: January 11th 2010,

       Another friend also escorted me to my GP,  as he was concerned for me but I was denied referral to the Crisis Team so No treatment followed.

 

Fourth Time:  4th February 2010

      I was speaking to the Practitioners Help Programme in London when the other party became worried about my wish to kill myself and told me to go to my GP, which I did but again I was denied referral because, as the doctor said, this was becoming a regular occurrence. I however accepted, reluctantly, being referred to the Psychiatric Services, despite the knowledge that Drs Ballasurryia and Muthakkumar have BANNED me from seeing them again.

 

Fifth time: 5th February 2010

At the same time I was communicating with the Welsh Assembly Health Minister when her department referred me to my GP as they too were concerned, in their case, about the way I was writing but I heard nothing from my current GP.

 

All within 4 months and the last two were within a day of each other. I still fight suicidal ideation daily.

 

 

SO I get treatment when a Doctor MAKES UP I was a suicide risk, treatment and medication for 5 years, YET no treatment offered  when I DO suggest my wish to kill myself.

 

      In 2006 I was a witness to a fatal road crash and went to see my then GP, Dr AS Howe, the next day as I was extremely distraught. He kept telling me to SHUT UP and HURRY UP as he was a busy man. I angrily said that "I might as well have committed suicide, as suggested in 1998." and walked out and immediately apologised, with a brief explanation, to the receptionist. Dr Howe however sent two Police Officers to my house "to section" me. I explained the reason for my outburst to the two officers, showing them the Medical Opinion and they left wishing me success in getting the answers I needed. Then I saw Dr Howe buying two bottles of unbranded vodka in the local Supermarket one morning, 08.00 -9.00 am, and because of my comments I was removed from his list and moved to Castle Surgery. No treatment followed.

 

The responses from Psychiatrists in Neath SINCE 1998.