The Local Health Board have responded to The Welsh Health Minister's "request" for an investigation into the events surrounding my "heart problems".

She also has requested that the Hospital services investigate the events surrounding my angiograms and the following treatment.

She says she cannot do anything about the lies and corruption surrounding Dr A.

 

I wrote to her detailing my destruction and saying that I NOW SEE NO point in continuing my life if I cannot get answers from Dr RB John

 and also having to put up with the recent "medical (mis) Diagnosis and comments from ALL except one GP in Castle Surgery, Neath.

However HE organised THIS and the B.P. monitor but explained it as a "cock up".

 

A simple apology from Dr RB John for his malpractice and negligence may have "helped" me in 1998

 

The likelihood of me being right increases with the intensity with which initially Dr RB John and now NHS Wales  are trying to prove me wrong.
Four scenarios surrounding the time from 4th June 1998 to 11th June 1998

 

My sister, his senior Medical Partner in his surgery for 20 years said Dr RB John "MEANT WELL" which shows SHE knows about his incompetence but she INTENTIONALLY refused to help me get answers in 1998.

 

She has since explained that my mother forced her to be a Doctor and that she has NEVER wanted to be a Doctor DESPITE working as one ALL her life since qualification.

This is the reason she did not know how to help me and therefore is this all my mothers fault?

YET read this detailing the start of my stress in 1993.

 

It seems my sister knows that "he is not very good" as implied by her comment

He meant well but this site has NOTHING AT ALL to do with her. It is to do with DR A.

 

I have had no response from my GP and/or the Psychiatrist

 

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12th January 2009 

 

       I went to Dr X  on 12th January to find out if the psychiatrist had responded and discover she has arranged an appointment with a counsellor. The lady that had sat in with Dr M********** the psychiatrist that said he would not treat until I tried to commit suicide. Dr X said he would write to her to get an appointment as soon as possible. The psychiatrist's letter was of course different from the conversation on Christmas eve.

 

       The Chief Executive of the Local Health Board has said that "my complaint" with C***** S***** Neath should be resolved by "Local Resolution" with the Practice Complaints Manager. He also says he will do nothing about the corruption surrounding the investigation into Dr A's refusal to respond professionally. He did not mention the referral by the GMC of the "complaint" against Dr M W*******.

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13th January 2009 

          I played my guitar as I do almost daily as I try to "build up stamina". Unusually I had no tiredness of my forearm and so I strummed for 20-30 minutes or so. Again I felt no tiredness and only my finger tips were sore. I practiced some "finger-picking" and again, apart from pain un my right thumb, I had no tiredness. I must have played for 90 minutes or more.

 

THEN

 

          About 2 hours later, 6.00 pm, I started to get cramp in my left hand and forearm which soon spread to my right hand. I then had SEVERE cramps in moth hands until I went to bed at 10.00pm. Almost as soon as I lay down the cramps in my hands stopped BUT my right leg then started performing and I had severe cramp in my calf and toes which lasted almost 2 hours. I screamed at the top of my voice to anyone who was listening,  "for f*cks sake help me" and amazingly the cramps stopped and I fell asleep. I woke next morning feeling exhausted and went to see Dr X. We both decided it was overexertion and that I should, more sensibly with hindsight, regularly exercise my guitar playing fingers and hands. Something that is alien to me as pre 2006 I played my guitar for 4-5 hours almost every day for 50+ years. He asked why I didn't play piano and I said I didn't like playing piano unless I was in  a band. He also arranged some blood tests for thyroid, calcium, and a couple of other things. He added a yellow post-it note for the blood to be taken from my right arm.

             We also discussed Raynauds disease which my mother had. This is a vascular disorder which affects blood flow to the extremities in times of cold or stress. Stress eh?? Bisropol is contraindicated and I take 5mg a day since the recent blood test.

      I had cramp in my leg the next night for about 20 minutes as I tried to get to sleep.

      I had the blood taken on 19th January 2009 by the nurse that put on the 12 hour blood pressure monitor. My blood was very thick and she commented on that. I was told to stop warfarin IMMEDIATELY after the recent bypass. My mum was on Warfarin and THAT caused a problem when she broke the head of her left femur in 1993 and my sister says she hated my Mum and psychologically that could be the reason she did not help me in 1998.

I get the results on the 21st January.

 

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21st January 2009 

 

All the blood tests were within the normal range so I assume that the cramps were due to poor blood supply in definitely my LEFT arm but what cause in my right?????

 

 

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22nd January 2009 

 

Last night I had a telephone call from the C***** S***** practice manager that there was an appointment available for the Mental Health Gateway worker at 3.00 pm today as I was referred by a doctor I have only seen once. He apparently was worried about me but did not consider to tell me what he intended to do. I NEVER talked to him about all this fkn mess.

Dr X should be the referring doctor or even the psychiatrist I saw Christmas eve. It would be nice for a doctor with knowledge of my ANGER to have referred me. When I told the Practice Manager this (for it was he that told me why not the receptionist or doctor X ???) he seemed to loose control of his speech and stumbled on his words.

 

I showed the woman the documents I had taken to the psychiatrist on Christmas Eve. The short statement, The Medical Opinion, Compliment Slip, Letter from the psychiatrist dated June 1999 and a letter from my wife to explain the cause and thus the need for this appointment.

It was a volatile appointment from my side as it all came back AGAIN.

 

I would like to die now.
 

 

NEXT   OH MY GOD now did it START go wrong.